Because I long to drown
In a swimming pool of words
I can't get out of my head
The world is too big
And I am small
So I mask the bottle
Recover the symptoms
Wake up in bathroom
Spit on the side of my lip
Wash myself off
Then repeat
I will die
No one will remember
Some are just born
To not have legacies
Vision boards remind me
Reality sets in
Love
I love her
It's not enough
Does she really love me
The one in the bottle
The lost one
She doesn't know her
I'll awake tomorrow
A little less of myself
More torn
More ashamed
Ready to go
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